The thought of us It crosses my mind But it is all in my head For there is no you and I The thought of us Such thrilling and erotic ride That's what it could be But its just a thought For there is no you and I The thought of us Out utopia, never ending All about us, one of a kind But the sad reality is There is no you and I By: Mayra 'MAC' C.
Our crossroads were well timed An instant connection, one of a kind Unique pair that was well designed Such respect and loyalty That was our state of mind Lately is nothing but confusion Walls full of unbreathable pollution nothing but false illusions Same problems, no solutions Moments of close insanity Too much chaos, not enough clarity Bound to loose our integrity If we don't handle this rapidly Our love is not just true It goes beyond, it's solid, it's pure Moments of casualties that we can endure With given time our love will blossom and mature Together we will conquer all Not giving up, no time to loose Lets embark on our journey As soul mates that we are On this grand life and love tour By: Mayra 'MAC' C.
In this field of snakes Is all play pretend Fake smiles, fake hello's Fake everything Double faced Such an expert Very well played Being extra with the nice card and boo hoo's Man, you are just extra with everything you do Closet shit talker, pot stirrer Acting dumb since you are multi talented boo Delightfully adorn with a brown nose too By: Mayra 'MAC' C.
For years, I used to be afraid Filled with guilt and shame I just couldn't comprehend And to talk about it just made no sense For I never saw myself going thru such dismay Almost five years of unbearable emotional pain Beatings that caught me off guard That didn't seem to go away Slaps were no longer enough Now I am being dragged down the hallway Daily night struggles as we argue With chunks of hair being pulled out of my head Saying sorry and starting over Just became the way Praying for things to get better Didn't want this hell everyday The good times began to fade away They no longer mattered For the worse was yet to come To destroy everything And that day sure came I remember it like it was yesterday The weather was cold and wet Clouds of different shades of gray An argument escalated and got out of hand He committed foul play A sucker punch was given Black and swollen is how my eye remained But nothing compared to the shame It killed me inside To have to see my mother the next day With him next to me Not knowing what to say or how to explain Having to lie to her Broke my heart in so many ways Yet, I remained positive And began to reach out for my faith Indeed I began to pray I prayed for strength For one day to be able to walk away But fear had a grip on me I was stuck in this place This person who I loved Who I thought I knew Slowly began to decay And I began to rot the longer I stayed I was just completely drained Mentally, emotionally, physically I felt nothing, I was dead But enough was enough I decided to be brave And speak up against my demons That I kept locked away Such freedom that I felt I have no words to explain It just felt good to release All that was eating me away And for that remaining year I continued to pray For the man above to give me a sign Telling him I will not hesitate And be courageous enough to finally say I've had enough, I can no longer stay And that's exactly what happened A sign came my way Didn't think twice Packed my bags, called my mom And she was here the next day But my heart ached with pain To leave a family that displayed Nothing but love and warmth towards me That made me feel at home everyday But us being together wasn't healthy We had to part our ways Now this part of my story Has come to an end And experience of a lifetime With an uneven balance of good and bad days I don't hate hit, karma will have her way I forgave him for me To finally release the dead weight And with time and patience My days got brighter as they came I no longer feel ashamed I feel proud of myself For recognizing my wrongdoings But mainly for speaking up And telling my family and friends I most admire myself for being brave To have been able to walk away And not have my life story end With such a phrase saying It was just too late By: Mayra 'MAC' C.
I wish that I can lie to you
And tell you that
You and I, we can be
That “us” is something that can happen
But is too big of a lie
A hurtful decision
That I cannot allow myself to live with
I want to love you
I want you to love me
I want our feelings to intertwine
And to make love emotionally
But it breaks my heart to admit
That a beautiful love
That can grow between you and me
Just simply cant be
By: Mayra ‘MAC’ C.
Good tunes in the background Sultry place, sexy crowd Surrounded by smoky clouds Such an entertaining night Cheers to continuous rounds The night progresses Endless convos Non stop dancing As an attraction, a spark Even sexual tension commences Going around in circles The sparks are there Enough with the flirting Its becoming redundant Its getting hard to focus The atmosphere, mainly you Have taken me hostage Its obvious, we both notice We can tell what is happening We want each other badly The devour one another Lips wet, we both are hungry Lets get out of here And you and I baby We are going to act on it By: Mayra 'MAC' C.